okay firstly i dreamed of jesse last night and the night before.... very odd havnt seen him in a while, (that twin flame love i believe ive told u about in the past) i noticed the dream from the other night was him and i talking about the house we were going to build together, looking at lighting and material selections that was it) anyways heres how my dream went last night. #1. My boyfriend kyle broke up with me. basically he lied to me and gaslit me after i asked him the other day if he was gay/queer or anything and he said no mulitple times. then in my dream he told me he finds his friend ian (pariss boyfriend!) so attractive and how he really likes him, like i was dumb enough to not notice that, lol but yeah when he broke up with him it felt like he did not feel sad at all if anything he felt so happy that the truth came out and he could live authentically....... WILD. also he bought ian a giant boquet of floers, a heart balloon, a giant gift bag to give him to tell him how he loves him like that idk. #2. In a truck with jesse and his girlfriend. i felt happy to see him while we wwere driving next to eachother and ran into one another. he had a petite blonde kind girlfriend in his passenger seat. they had two small grey/blue frenchbulldog puppies on their laps aswell. jesse seemed frantic or anxious while speaking, and almost like he was living his life in a prideful way, seemed like he didnt really love or care for his girlfriend, like he always had to be right about everything, even tho she was intelligent herself. weird emotional abuse vibes. okay now #3. driving in a truck with those two and my dad.... i felt calm sitting next to my dad and safe. jesse was telling him about his new business endeavour which was building his own gym company? i felt glad i wasnt dating/dealing him at the time, as he appeared to still have trauma/shit to work through lol. told him both of our dads name is chris which is kinda a funny coincidence and he just looked at me weird like.....ok? i felt embaressed or gross after that... okay now #4. my aunty cassandra giving birth, this one is so random and wild because my aunty only has one son who is 5 and doesnt want anymore kids. okay so lots of my family were at the hospital during this part of the dream like all of my dad and uncles guy friends (who i grew up as my uncles) i felt safe and comforting seeing them, also jesse and his girlfriend were there for soome reason, also when we were walking out to leave we were walking through a movie set with actors acting out their scene of just talking lol VERY RANDOM ODD DREAM here are my key takeaways..... PART #1. -being lied to and gaslit -kyle leaving me for someone else without caring -him easily buying the other person gifts,flowers etc -kyle coming out to me as gay, living in truth PART #2-i felt no jealousy/bad feelings running into jesse and his girlfriend -felt glad i wasnt with him -felt like he was living a fake life, trying to replicate the one we dreamed of having together, even with the big truck and 2 small dogs?? -i felt sorry for the girlfriend to have to put up with him... PART #3. I was lowkey trying to see if my dad approved/liked jesse -jesse seemed prideful with the gym business idea -jesse not caring felt triggering lastly PART #4. -How much i miss my family back home -how natural it felt walking through a movie set/seeing actors. -felt safe and comforted seeing family. Now i wanna hear your thoughts what could be some of the meanigns behind this super wild dream what is my subconscous trying to tell me??
Your dream is rich with symbolism and personal context, reflecting both your current emotional state and your past experiences. Here's a breakdown of the key themes and interpretations based on your descriptions:
Being Lied to and Gaslit: This could symbolize your deeper fears of deception and lack of authenticity in relationships. Kyle's actions in your dream might mirror your waking feelings of confusion and betrayal. Dreams often reflect unresolved feelings, and it seems you're processing your concerns about honesty and trust in your romantic relationships.
Kyle Leaving You for Someone Else: This could indicate feelings of abandonment or fear of losing control in your relationship. His apparent happiness after being honest about his attraction might highlight your desire for authenticity and acceptance, both for yourself and for others. This aspect of your dream could signify a longing to be with someone who expresses their true self rather than someone who hides behind deceit.
Gifting and Celebration: The act of Kyle buying gifts for someone else could symbolize your feelings of jealousy or insecurity, but your lack of emotional reaction in the dream suggests a shift—perhaps you're starting to feel less threatened by this potential loss. You might be subconsciously recognizing your self-worth and realizing you deserve a partner who is emotionally available and honest.
Meeting Jesse and His Girlfriend: Seeing Jesse in this context may symbolize unresolved feelings from your past relationship. Your happiness in seeing him, despite him being with someone else, indicates acceptance and possibly closure. This could reflect an emotional maturity where you are no longer longing for what once was but are acknowledging the past without envy.
Jesse's Behavior: His anxious demeanor and prideful conversation may represent the struggles you perceive within him—possibly mirroring issues you faced together. You feeling sorry for his girlfriend suggests empathy and perhaps a realization that not all relationships are built on healthy dynamics. This could also point to your desire for more meaningful connections.
Seeking Approval: Your attempt to gauge your dad's approval of Jesse indicates a desire for validation in your life choices. Family opinions often influence how we feel about our relationships, and this part of the dream reflects the need for external assurance as you navigate your own feelings about past partners.
Shared Names and the Business Endeavor: The coincidence with names could suggest a connection to legacy, family, and shared experiences. Jesse's ambition in your dream might symbolize your thoughts on personal growth and the importance of pursuing passions, yet also the recognition that some ambitions can be rooted in personal trauma.
Family Connections: Aunty Cassandra giving birth in a dream could symbolize new beginnings or transitions. Even if she doesn’t want more children in waking life, this could reflect your desires for growth, family bonding, or reconnecting with your roots. It could also represent an aspect of you wishing to nurture or cultivate new experiences and relationships.
The Movie Set: Walking through a movie set may symbolize the idea of life being like a performance. It could imply a need to discern what is real versus what is merely a façade in your relationships and life choices. This might also reflect your feelings about how life can sometimes feel staged or scripted, prompting reflection on your authenticity.
Your dream signifies a profound process of introspection regarding relationships, identity, and authenticity. The recurring themes of honesty versus deception, acceptance of past relationships, and the importance of family bonds illustrate your subconscious working through your experiences and emotions.
You are likely navigating through feelings of betrayal and disappointment but also coming to terms with your worth and your right to seek fulfillment in healthy relationships. This dream is a reminder to embrace your authenticity and pursue connections that uplift and align with who you truly are.
Consider reflecting on these themes and how they manifest in your waking life. You may find that addressing your past and present relationships openly can help you create a healthier future.